You

I miss him..

2012-01-23T22:25:00.001+08:00

I miss him a lot..
Didn't get to see him so often nowadays.
Had dinner with him past 2 days :)
Heheehe I really miss you hunney!
So, here's him asking for FOOD.
NAHHHH, Hahahahhahahah.
It's just me asking him what he wants.

Fat boy.

年初一

2012-01-23T22:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

Teeeheeee.
All the best in the year of DRAGON! >:)

HUAATTTTT AH! I can't stop sayin that word! LOL

21.01.12

2012-01-21T00:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BUDDY!
MR.CHIN LI LI

So college was OKAY ;)
And it's finally HOLIDAY!
I miss my dad most I guess.
There will be a delay for him to come home.

Went to have dinner with the boys and Jo. Hehehehe
@Shabu Shabu.
No joke, it's really nice tho.
Get to see my boyfriend again :P
I miss me friends quite a lot.
Mostly the fun we had together I would say.
My girls, I miss you guys too! <3

Wishing you a happy chinese new year!

All the best for this year.

HUATTT AHHHHHHHH :D

Xoxo,
Yin

Twitter!

2012-01-16T23:45:00.001+08:00

Just to show you guys ;)
Hehehehe I've finally décides to create one.
And i've done it!

Ya la I know la NO FOLLOWERS MA!
Laugh more la -.-

Loves.

2012-01-16T23:42:00.001+08:00

Hehehehe hello people! I'm surely do having fun and enjoying still in college.

My classmates turns out to be pretty friendly already ;)

Had lunch @ Korean restaurant with Ariel & Carmen it's not bad but the service is quite slow.

So, it's not a productive day but I did pay attention and I do understand what the teacher is actually saying.

Got my book voucher RM200 I think it's from gouverment :) thank you.

Teheeehehehhehehee.
I had a great Monday actually.
Starting with a smile and ends with a smile too.

And I finally got a twitter account and feel free to TWEET me? :P

I'm new I even spell twitter wrongly ;) LOLS I SPELL '' TWEETER '' yea I know. I get it.

Tomorrow class starts at 10 and ends at 4. Not sure whether going for the campaign a not yet.

If not I'll go school like only 3 hours and wasting petrol some more.
This schedule will make you faint i swear.
They love to change it and I dont know why.

Wonder where's my boy <3
He texted me and went out.
-.-

Heheh this is us on my ipad's Facebook.

I'm so in love with him #

Yin

14.1.2012

2012-01-15T02:07:00.001+08:00

Ohh hey people!
Hope baby is having fun.
Super drunk, super fun, :))

I meet lots of new people.
Crazy one, gay people & lesbo!
They are the alcoholic people!
Don't underestimate them seriously.
They party till the roof drop! :P
Just a short post to keep in my memory<3

This is the host & the other one is a random picture ;)

Ohhh.

2012-01-12T23:39:00.001+08:00

This is basically how I look @ college or even messier!

College life.

2012-01-12T23:38:00.001+08:00

I might not be clear how many of my friends is in college now & still having to enjoy their holidays :((

Okay, so tomorrow my class finally starts!
I won't say I'm happy or excited because I've seen the book and freaking hard.I felt bad for not understanding a thing at all.

So everything js new to me except maths & I think the add-maths pro will be feeling kinda easy for maths lesson.

I am motivating myself to like at least understands what my lecturers is talking bout then I'll be quite happy & satisfy!

And the MOTIVATION talk today was kinda interesting tho. Couldn't believe that I fall for it.

Yea, and now I'll start giving myself a 100% positive mindset to make my day pretty & smiley.

I didn't manage to make new friends yet. Because there's not really CLASSES going on. I wish to have friends right now. And why is everyone so antisocial?

I consider tomorrow is the first day of college! :D

And yea, it's NOT abc anymore!
The food is expensive! Well depends on what you actually have for lunch.

So I think I overspent today.
Had my breakfast @ Starbucks.
I was ENJOYING. Just don't feel like having people looking at me sitting ALONE.

I guess that's it?
Oh yea, wanted to show a picture on my over grown fringe !

Xénri

2012-01-09T00:29:00.001+08:00

Sab chiu ;)
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Me

LOL

Lynn is a NOOB.

He loves me.

2012-01-08T01:34:00.001+08:00

Ohhhaiiiiiii people.
Can't stop saying this,
I'm going to college on MONDAY.
And I'm quite excited actually?
Ohh and yeah, going on a date with baby for dinner?
Or with a group for buddy.
I don't know why but I felt like he kinda love me a lot this new year? <3
I'm happy, and the best thing is he's always there for me.

Just wana say I love you, and see you tomorrow hubby!

04.01.2012

2012-01-05T00:25:00.001+08:00

So my boy came back yesterday.
And I was suppose to go to his house.
But I have no transport so he came to mine in the end.
We had lunch then walk home :p
He hang around till dinner time and wana meets the friends so we planned and yeah, I have a great time I guess.
An 11'' inch pizza is in my stomach now.
:S
It's quite scary when I think of it.
LOLS.
That place is cool :)
But quite pricey?
Souled out? I think?
Well, finally met Lynnie the annoying one.
And sab cancel the family dinner just to join us!
Okay, I gotta thank hao fung for fetching me the whole trip!
Appreciate it a lot.
So I wanted to go home or have dessert after dinner.
And end up going for a movie at pav :/
That movie kinda sucks and I don't get it. LOL
Mom rush me home around 11.30 and Hao Fung and me went home early lo.
Feel so bad :/ because of me he needs to go early too!
He drove super fast but still gets me home safe and sound.
:)
I'm kinda tired today.
I've been sleeping so late every night and my eye bags could be seen.
Hehehhehhehe.
So I have a great time today and tomorrow will be another college hunting day!
Ohh I bet its gonna be exciting! :/

Good night people!
Oh not to forget to post a photo of the BF, Mr.Bryan for posing his present to me.

LOL

He is HOME people!

2012-01-03T23:07:00.001+08:00

OHMAIGOD!
My boyfriend is finally back to Malaysia.
I miss him so so much and I plan to see him tomorrow but I have no transport.
I guess I disappoint him :(
I should get my lisence so I can go wherever I want. ANYTIME.
I missed the girl's outing today.
My mom is starting to be straight to me.
Aihhhh, its so bored to stay at home.
How I wish I can go and see my boyfriend!
Pfffffft T___T
He miss me I guess?
LOL, he ask me out for dinner after he came back from the airport but I can't either.
Great! Now there's no school and I won't be able to go out that often and no one is willing to drive me around anymore.
See, when you grow up everything changes.
Aihhhh. I miss him really much.
And I've promise to go and see new mobiles too.
I feel so freaking bad right now :/

Hubby, I miss you. And you won't understand how hard it is to not be able to meet you face to face.

I'm so sad :(
Come visit me then!

Xoxo,
Yin

On the second day.

2012-01-03T00:25:00.001+08:00

:0

Hello!
Plan to have breakfast with friends but end up changing it to lunch.
LOL

I still have fun.
And I have a wonderful time with both of them.

On the first day of new year.

2012-01-03T00:23:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone! Hahhah
Alright, I know today is the 2nd day of 2012 but I gotta blog about my first day of new year.

So wad I actually did was nothing and my crazy ass friends decides to drive down all the way from Cheras to my house and have a drink with me.

Yeah, I just finished my shower that time.

So we did have lunch at pontian?
LOL.
And I only have a honeydew sago.
We met up with Sher and they enjoy their tutti fruiti :)

Fetch Jing wen back and we went down to pav with my ugly short pants and shirt :/

And the most epic thing of the day is searching for PANGJOYEE.
The network coverage was super poor and lousy and non of the mobile can call out.
Thats pretty annoying man.
CJ was driving that day!
Thank you again for fetching me.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
And I did not buy anything for GUYS.
Hehehe sorry! :P

They send me back and mess up my room but it was fun.
And Lynnie loves me.

Hahaha that's so random. :)
I'm glad that I did not spend the day alone.
And thanks to the crazy friends.

I miss my boyfriend the most and I want him back as soon as possible.
:)
Hi hub, I miss you!

There's like girl's outing tomorrow and I wanted to go so badly! :(
My mom did not allow me to.
So have fun without me. :(

2012!

2012-01-01T03:08:00.001+08:00

Helllooooooooooo!
Happy new year! Can't miss the first post for blog :D

I'm finally home.
Been gone for 10 days :) and I miss everyone!
Hahahaha. How's life people?
And how's my girls doing?
Still having hols?
Searching for college??
Ohh I miss them!
And my boyfriend! I miss u NOOB head.
So so tired and I've got myself some eyebags -.-
Looks horrible.

So this is my 1st picture for this year on the plane . . .

Meeeeeeee boyfrieee.

2011-12-30T00:53:00.001+08:00

Arghhhhh, I miss him much. :3
3 weeks I dont get to see him I think?
When I'm back, he's gone to somewhere else.

>:(

Ohh nvm, he promise to spend quality time with me at the moment he's back in Malaysia.
I miss you hubb!
Gotta buy me lots of souvenir okay ^^v

Peace baby !
Happy new year to you first! <3

Have a safe journey.
I think this is the latest photo of him in my phone.

Lovessss,

Greetings!

2011-12-28T22:05:00.001+08:00

Yeap, I'm living in an apartment @ Philippines! :)

This is what I really call the perfect life here !

Heavenly shops. LOL

2012

2011-12-20T23:08:00.001+08:00

Hmmm :) hi peepsssss.
Most of the buddies is at Lynnniee party I guess?
Sadly I couldn't make it tho :(
Heheheheheheh.
I think this is the last post before going to the airport or something.
I think I wont enjoy myself that much. :/

I don't know we'll see.
So my boyfriend made a promise.
And I hope he remembers it!

Good byeeee people and have a safe journey wherever you're going! <3

Lots of lurveeee,

Yin

Don't.

2011-12-19T00:53:00.001+08:00

Please don't always tell me you love me just to make me feel happy because I know you've loved me since the very beginning of my love story. I don't want you to always feel sad for me. You always says that I'm a big girl, just let me handle my emotional once for myself. & I love you too.

19.12

2011-12-19T00:24:00.001+08:00

I dont know what's worse than this feeling. I don't know what I really want now.
But all I want is just to have a break for myself for falling too much on a guy.
This post is for no one.
Is something I see quite often in my life.

People starts to walk away from my life.
People starts to change and will never be like the same.
People pretends everything is gonna be fine when they know it's not.
People deny things even everyone knows the truth.

I think I changed, I dont feel like talking, I don't feel like faking smiles to everyone just to prove that im fine.
All I want is just stay close to my family.
I only wana hang out with my world best friend.
I only feel like talking to people who treat me serious and never turn their back on me.
I dont want to cling to my BF.
I don't know what happen to me.
I dont use to be like that.
Selfish, stupid and revengeful.
I guess that's not my stuff anymore.
I feel like seeing my dad right now, I dont want to wait another day and wait for the fucking time pass.
I don't want to face another terrible day.
I know I sound like a shit right now, i think I'm just not happy about myself.
This is not me.
I use to be happy, laughing & fooling around with everyone.
No, tears dropping every single night,
Even tho I end the day with happiness and I got so moody yet Idontknow why.
I think it's non of my boyfriend business.
It's just me being a retard.
A girl who's not even mature to learn to let go.
I'll be so childish and find ways to make one stay or talk to me longer.
Do not have to give me hint telling me you're not in a mood for something.
Because you're acting is bad.
I don't wana let others drag me in with their life. I'm slow enough to catch up.
I just want to learn to let go and not to hold back EVERYTHING.
Girls, you're pretty, super pretty!
Don't let some jerks make your life miserable. Because even before you met them, you're more than perfect.
I don't know will this promise last.
I probably won't get to see my love until January 7th 2012.
So, have a great time and always take good care of yourself.
I'll try to make myself happy without you.

This is just not me, I dont want to spoil people happiness.

Baby, sorry I don't reply you.

* I love you and always remember to take care. *

Just have an awesome time.
Party like you're single.

Don't have to worry about me because I'll have activities for myself too.
Just take care.

I'll always love you like you do.

Xoxo,
Yin

18.12.2011

2011-12-18T01:16:00.001+08:00

HEEHHEHEHEHEHEH.
It's our anniversary again!
Woots woots. Just got home from concert with YEWYAN, ( the ticket supplier ) , PUILING, BF, FUNG, BEH, & CJJJJJJJJJJJJ!
WOHHOOOOOOO! my very first time being at concert!
It's was flood by humans.
Humans everywhere.
Lucky, there's some celebrity I really know! And get to sing along.
LOL, it's 01.12 a.m.
Ohh boy, it's kinda weird for me to get home this late.
After concert went for food near by ma house.
OHLALALALLLALALLALLA.
My asam laksa sucks -.-
Kinda tasteless. LOL
ME N THE BF ORDERED THE SAME THING.
Gosh.
Everyone is going to Genting.
Arghhhhh, wish my flight wasnt that early so I'll be able to make it.
Ehehehehe. I really enjoy myself tonight.
Especially with the BF because my first time going to a concert with him.
WOOTTTSS.
Had lots of laughter in the car.
:) thank you cj for fetching me.

And thanks to YEWYAN for the ticket.

And happy anniversary Bryan lee.^^v

Xoxo,
Yin

People who smile.

2011-12-17T00:38:00.001+08:00

People who smile most hides the most pain.
I never did or never were been place no.1 :/
There's no use crying because nobody gives a shit.
If I could just choose I think I'll have to choose something that would makes me happy.
For me.
I'm not being selfish. Because everytime I felt the same. Being treat last.
Ohh one more day to our anniversary.
Happy anniversary.
I can say 2011 is the most beautiful year of all.
And this is what I really meant the real life.
I never know what's in his mind. I never like being left out.
Not just an I love you would settle everything. Maybe sometimes I'm really pushy. I'm really being an asshole, I hope you forgive me because this is really myself.
I never thought of changing you, controlling you.
People might said I'm a bad gf because I've never trust or gave you more than enough freedom.
I always talk and I get over it or just keep to myself because i know telling anyone is really no point.
Because you were never the listener I wanted to tell.
We're so in love, but I guess I'm the only one who loves you more than anybody else.
I don't want to compare anything with you. I just realize that you have your perfect life.
Without me, your life will be even perfect. You might not need me at this point. But I just need you when I'm feeling down.
Why must it always ends this way.
Faking everything and thinks that everything will be just fine tomorrow.
We have no planning.
I guess we don't need any.
You'll still have sweetness inside you.
I hope that I'm still in there.
Because I can't afford to lose you anymore.

PROM !

2011-12-15T01:00:00.001+08:00

Hello there people! Yupp it's finally the prom day and it ended.

Everyone was well-dressed and look extremely hot and handsome! ;) I guess this is the night where I will never forget. My very first prom with my boyfriend.

I would say that it's a little sad that it ended. I'm gonna miss it.
Everybody dance their heart out on the dance floor.
Mmmm-mmmmmmmm finally had a slow dance with my boy! We've always been fooling around and never get a chance to really dance. HAHAHHA.
And the most important is he made me feel special tonight. :) thank you for that.
I was super happy, to dance , to laugh, to smile with everyone. It's amazing!

Everything is just simply perfect tonight.
Thank you Sri garden and orgernisers!
You guys did an awesome job!

Wheeee :3
Oh and this is my date!
Lovessss him to the max.

December loves.

2011-12-03T23:37:00.001+08:00

Hellooooooo.
YES! I finally finish my exam.
I think a few days ago :)
I couldn't believe it tho.
No worries ! Nothing just relax.
And this is what I really call a life.
So I went for a haircut ytd.
I don't know whether it suits me a not.
I think it's normal to hair a new haircut? LOL
OKAY, so had family dinner almost everyday. I don't have to study yet and it's quite cool now.
Kinda love it. Hahahahahahhaha.
Ohh and the boyfriend came to visit today.
I sure do miss him much lu.
It's been quite a while since we hang out and talk.
Everything seems to be perfect right now.
Enjoying to the max and good luck to my friends for exam on Monday and Tuesday!
All the best ^^

Ohh by the way.
This is what I call the new look :)

Pretty pretty dresses.

2011-11-07T00:25:00.001+08:00

Hello people!
How's ya day, can't believe that exam is just 7 days away and im still going for shopping.
Went to pavilion today with the family.
And we just kinda spotted some pretty pretty dresses along the way.
LOL. I tried on almost everything on that particular DINNERDRESS store. EVERYTHING WAS PRETTY!
I tried everything.
Seeking dresses for prom.
And you would not believe how class was the DRESSING ROOM, and there's people helping you to put on dresses. The first time in my life, I pampered myself over the limit.
I was trying pretty pretty long dresses that drags on floor. HAHAHAHHAHA.
Everything is a perfect fit. But still I look super super super fat and I know it's not gonna be pretty on me.
But still I got myself a prom dress already. Just by accident. HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHE. I wouldn't say it's pretty or classy. But just normal. It's not black and I'm surprised. I don't know whether it's lovely or not but I surely do love it a lot. IT'S REALLY LONG.

Hehehe oh I just can't wait to find a pair of heels to match my dress.

Xoxo,
Yin

My first make up.

2011-11-05T01:19:00.001+08:00

LOL, hello. This doesn't consider as first. Well since the boyfriends want to see the fake face then this is my really first time putting on make up in front of him.

I'm new to the eyeliner. K.

9 more days.

2011-11-04T23:26:00.001+08:00

9 more days to exam.
This is real shit. :(
OHHH god. Back then I was like : I still have a whole year to prepare SPM. NOW I WAS LIKE : NOHHHH. it's so freaking fast.
9 more days. :(
9 more days. :(
9 more days. :(
This is real shit.
This is real shit.
This is real shit.

Hello peeps,
I'm sorry that I have to keep reminding myself that there's 9 more days left.
This is real shit.
One shot & one chance of your life.
This is rea shit. LOL
Sorry I have to repeat the same thing again. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH.
It's Friday and had a fun match today.
Although we didn't win :)
It's okay.
So yea, nothing much about today.
Just an ordinary day.

Hehehehe I BLOG for FUN.

I wonder will he gets mad when I do this.

For the only Bryan in my heart.

2011-11-02T22:08:00.001+08:00

Hello boyfriend ! (: this post is for you and I hope you read. Hehehehehe.

Ohh yes, I still remember when I first met you. I found you quite ' not bad ' AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.
My god so paisehhh. Okay, Hehehhe after I fell in love with you, I never had a chance to study in the same class with you anymore. So it's okay. Ohh, I still remember when you CHASE me and you told the whole world that I CHASE you. Hahahhaah. It's okay, let it be. As long as we're together now and I hope this last. I love being around you & mostly I love being pampered by you. You're not too much and just nice for me. Fun and easy. I love it and you suits me best. I share everything with you and we have fun together. There's arguments laaahh, happiness lahhhh, sadness lahhhh, separations lahhhh but still we're together after we've been through all that. I remember out first outing, my birthday. Ehehehe and our first photo too! (: when we first kiss I remember everything and I know you do too! Ohh what a wonderful memory <3
The first time I meet your parents, your family. And the first time I have dinner with your family. Hehhehehhehe. These are all so wonderful. 
The first time you came to my house. Ohh gawd not to forget the laughter we use to have and it's so happy. I'll always remember you even we are separated. I love you as always until something end this up.

Remember honey,
If you're still trying, I'm still staying <3

I love you love you love you!

When we're young (: <3
This is what I call growing together! Hhehehheheheheheh.

November has finally arrived.

2011-11-02T21:33:00.001+08:00

Hello November and goodbye October.
It's finally here.
Yes, exam is finally near. Although I want to finish it fast but not much effort has put in. :(
I know this is gonna be so bad.
Like so so so bad.
Celebrated huey's b'dae yesterday.
Hehehehe happy ' early ' birthday!
Things didn't expect to happen really did happen.
Green house, I don't know why we're always last but this year you guys work the shit out of it. Hehehehe we are no longer LOSERS. heehehehehhe.
I'm so proud of myself. I've been so freaking loyal to my own house and yea we kinda sort of humans and we always lose. :( BUT NOT THIS YEAR.
(: wink wink.
LOL LOL LOL, you can't imagine the laughther that me and huey had during the GIRL's double. LOL LOL LOL.
She is freaking out. HAHAHHAHA and I feel bad laughing at her. Hehehe we still had fun (: My very last interhouse game. My very last schooling days and my very last high-school life. It's gonna end just that fast.
There will be no more seeing each other everyday. The same number of friends surrounding you and there's no more bonding time.
This is happening so fast and yes. I'm graduating. Like seriously?
 when I was just new to this school I hope to get out fast.
So many different experience, fun, sadness, happiness, so many pain I've been through. Just so many that I couldn't recall.
And now I look back, it's all about them being there around me.
Arguments, parties and outings. This is so depressing. Thinking that I wouldn't see most of the bestie anymore.
Everyone going overseas? I really do miss my high school. I really will miss it. Well, we gotta move on. (: and I'm finally leaving the school. It all happens so quickly.
I will be meeting new friends soon. Very soon. I'll be missing them day by day.
Will they remember me?
The fun we use to have together.
Ohh no, it's so emotional.
Just want you to know that you guys are the best ! Forever and ever you all will be in my heart. :)

Ilarveyouguyssosomuch

Xoxo,
Yin

Yellow people!

2011-10-30T22:51:00.001+08:00

Hehehhe hello hello (:
Yup this is my 2nd post of the day.
Ohh NOH, I wasted another day playing with my hair.
Hehehehhehehe oh nohhh, tomorrow is Monday again. Monday blues 
Hehehe I wana share some picture of me. I know I dont take great/pretty pictures but I like taking picture of me and sharing on blog.
Laallalalalalla. So this is me and have you ever notice that my phone is taking picture without any clothes on? HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

Okay, this is the me.
And check out the 'new' hairstyle. ;)
Oh and can you see that pillow? The red heart shape pillow? Yea, it has my name on it (;

Enjoy! <3

Ear-ring DAY!

2011-10-30T17:49:00.002+08:00

Hheheheh ello!
What a dull Sunday. Boring and plain.
So I went to take pictures today.
FOR THE DARN EXAM PICTURE.
Heheh I looks ugly.

Basically what I've find something interesting is EARINGS!
My god. You wouldn't believe how pretty it is! I'm gonna show you some picture of it and yea thats a bout it I guess? :D

Ps: my favorite is the OWL :)

Xoxo,
Yin

Hair day 2.

2011-10-30T00:16:00.001+08:00

Hehehe I might wana hang out with my friends one day and put this hairstyle on. It's quite fast and easy ! Lastly, it's all about braiding and having a tidy hair. :) highly recommended for BADHAIRDAY!

Hair day.

2011-10-30T00:15:00.001+08:00

It's a fun hair day (:

I just love playing with my hair <3

With different styles of braiding! It's quite fun you should try it too!

This hairstyle get me

- 6 rubberbands

- 15 pins.

And its still not tidy. ;(

Happy Friday !

2011-10-28T22:32:00.001+08:00

LOL LOL LOLS!
Yeap it's Friday and most of us went to school (:
Not badddddddd. More than I expected tho.
Teeeeeeheehehee
So it was another fun day I guess.
20 of us went lunch together and it's quite awesome somehow. Heheheheh.
Thanks to those who have cars yo.
If not I guess not everyone is going ! LOL
I've finally return his hardisk. That thing have been bothering me almost a year you know. Finally!
Wheeeee :3 it's quite exhausting.
OHHH and not to forget hubby owe me 300 kisses I guess? LOL
MY ASS IS SO PAINFUL.
Thanks to Hao Fung he think his ass is damn strong! >:(
It's all blue black now.
And yeahhh tomorrow is Saturday again (:
OHHH NOHHHH spm is just 17 more days? I guess?
Hehheheheh.
I've started having my oats meal again. :( that bowl of cereals is really killing me lo. My god taste like * shivers
So here's a picture of me ;)
And I'll blog about what I've ate last Saturday because it's definitely the most epic meal I ever had. And it's some kind of organic vegetarian food.

:) good night people!

Work it out baby !

2011-10-27T01:59:00.001+08:00

Basically it's obvious that this is my leg. With my all time favorite PINK Nike. :) just blogging and I'm out of topics so just don't want my blog to be dull.
And I'm now currently waiting for my boyfriend to call and STOP HIS MAHJIONG.

Loves,
Yin

Tuesday %

2011-10-25T23:27:00.001+08:00

Hi peepsssss :)
Yupp, it's Tuesday already. 2 days down.
LOL. Hehehhehe
So here's my boyfriend chatting with me on FACEBOOK. I know it's super lame but see what he wrote. Makes me doesnt want to kill him anymore.

LOL LOL LOL.
Can you see it?
He said : you fat I also love you ma. ^^

He is really my boy 

24.10 hols!

2011-10-25T00:06:00.001+08:00

Hehheheh yup everyone is having their DEEPAVALI hols!
Wheeeeee :3
Just wana blog about something.
Something that always stucks in my head.

So I have ' GUYS ' friends.
And and and when I chat with them how come I always get things like

Friend : How good if she's more caring like you.

: How good if she got half of your thinking.

And I really don't know why is it me stupid or too good? I really don't understand. But I think the most important is my boyfriend never realize. Is it because he's used to it?

So, tell me if you're my friend.
Am I really too good? Because I thought having love should be like this. And I never feel good enough for him.

:(

Feel free to tell me. :) just ANYTHING.

Ohh and yea, wanted to share something. Can you see who's stalking me? The big blue eyes behind my back. It kinda freaks me out a little bit.

My family.

2011-10-22T00:04:00.001+08:00

I created the problem and now I brought pain to every member of my family. I started everything and now I'm so lost that I don't know where should I be. I was born & raise in a warm family. I never thought I would bring out this today and just hurts everyone without caring about other people's feeling. It's all my fault. This is really tearing everyone apart. I would never ever want to do that again. I lost my temper. I made it into arguments. My parents never ever thought of leaving me alone, they always love me unconditionally. No one could ever replace them in my life. Now I brought them down, I made my mom tears. She stands in front of us telling how much pain is it and she told us her life is meaningless. Repeating the same routine everyday. I never wanted my mom to get upset and that's why I always respect her. I'm just so sorry mommy. I couldn't help out.

I know it's a mistake but I just want you to know that even though sometimes you got mad at me I'm sorry. I don't mean to hurt you. I just want to tell you no matter how bad is the situation I'll be there for you. My dad is working overseas, I guess my mom do miss him a lot. I miss him to. I think of him just every night before I sleep. I talk about my dad in school to my friends. And now I thought back, I'm always missing my dad. Not even a second will be missed. Although I always hope to bond the ' daddy&daughther' love like how my cousin & their dad do, I get jealous. I always hope my dad will come up to me and speak to me. Every chance I got in exam I wrote about my dad. Whenever there's a title or just anything I'll write about my dad. I never had a chance or guts to talk about my life with my dad. Sometimes, I really wonder am I even making him tired. He work because of me, he wants me to have the best. So now he has to leave us and work really far. I really felt that I was an accident and I shouldnt be here on earth. My mom gave birth to me when she's already 43. People might say my mom is old but do you ever know that she's the best mother on earth. She's already 60. And she never have some time to rest. I never wanted to go study so far because I know it's gonna be really tired for my mom. I have big age gaps between my brothers. I don't know what to talk or who to talk because we just have a different thinking. I always thought my dad is the same as others. They talk with their children and they spent time doing things together. I never have that experience. No. I always heard my friends say how great is their dad. They fix problems together, they taught them, the chit chat. I just never have a chance.

I always place my family first. But I just don't know why and how to protect my family. My mom is really struggling. She becomes skinnier and skinnier day by day and this really break my heart. I can't stop school, I can't go to school by myself, I can't protect her while she's in her worse position. I felt so useless. My mom has to take care of my grandmother and nobody can just lend a helping hand. I just don't know why, there's not only her. She got sisters and brother. When her sister, they don't have to do a thing. And why so unfair to my mom? Why? Couldn't just have a little bit of appreciation ? You've never been her. You don't know how much stress it is to support the family. No, you'll never know. My grandma, we loves you, but sometimes you shouldnt always tell my mom what to do what not to do. She treats you like a queen but yet you're still not satisfy. I have no right to say anything but do you know how hard it is to take care everyone in the family? Grand, you'll never know. Don't make life difficult for my mom. You should realize how lucky you are.

If I am just a bit older.
I could just help out. I'll buy breakfast, I'll buy lunch. I'll do anything to help my mom.

Mommy, I just want you to know that you'll always have us. You'll always be in my heart.

Teehhe almost forgot.

2011-10-21T20:29:00.001+08:00

I went to saloon again to have my hair washed. HAHAHAHAH.
It's really cool this time because there's two people doing my hair and drying my hair. 2 you know?! I think my head it's crowed with two hair-dryer. LOL
Felt so pampered.

Yin

21.10

2011-10-21T20:26:00.001+08:00

I think I should blog noww. I've got the time to bloggie.
So so so, school hols started? Am I right? Gotta double confirm later.
So it was a super fun day and I'm super super happy.
It's been a while that me and him got some time to ourselves. Just talked, laughed and loved + much much more. I just love it when he reserve time for me.
He said his parents haven't seen me in a while so we ended up eating at his house. Ohh noh. This is really awkward.
And he that baboon go and make things more awkward to me, I can't believe he actually ate so fast and left the table with me and his parents.
Gosh and turning back giving me his evil smile! My god.
I'm gonna punch him right in the ssss.
I think I ate too much today. LOL
So, it's kinda a failed diet day.
I had chatime, pan mee?
Haish. I bought new packet of oats and really yuckyyy yogurt. It taste just like spoilt milk. I went to shop for my weight loss plan yesterday. Hahaha.
Kinda stupid. And it's a trolley full of yucky food.
Ohh not to forget today my hubby is loved by me because he didn't fly my aeroplanes. Hahahahhahaha I think he deserve a kiss. LOL 
THE ADDMATHS SEMINAR.
You wouldn't wana know what am I even doing in the hall.
Teehhheee my BF the lazy ass just ponteng-ed and yea I kinda regret going into the hall.
I arrange tiny tiny tiny rubbers into lines and lines.
I'll show you what I did. Hehehehehe.
Most of the people didn't come just because of the seminar I guess?
Yea it's boring, but the maths was not bad pretty good.
LOL. I think the speaker deserves a kiss too. HAHAHHAHAHA just joking.
I stayed back just to have some fun just like the past 2 week but this time is a hell lots of difference.
HAHAHAHAH.
Oh and I just love my friends.
They drove down to Sri petaling just to have pan mee and and cha time.
How great!
Ehheheehheeh I love the game today :)
It's really fun and funny. LOLS.
It makes it much more easier when the boys play too.
He kinda make me upset when he block my shoot. So I kinda got pissed off..
You see when your my opponent I'll just treat you like my enemy. Then I'll play well. But that boyfriend just -.-
Woon Hau got the most injuries. Hahahahhahha. He's so small and yet he wants to take the rebounce.
Haofung only knows how to use his butt to distract me. LOL he failed. Hahahahahahhahahaha. It was fun.
Girl's POWER YO!
Okay, I think that's all for today.
Now I'm gonna start missing the boyfriend.

And that is what I really did. :)

18, just another ordinary day.

2011-10-18T23:20:00.001+08:00

Hheheh hi guys.
I know I know, I cried so hard. Yeah.
So I went to school today because of the BM seminar and something just made me quite upset?
Didn't really wana talk about it.
So literally my BF pushed me to my anger limit and made me kinda explode. After so many years I shouted at him in public and he did that the same too. It's quite cool for me.
Sorry girls I did not take picture with you. I don't wana look like a ghost an ruined the whole picture :P you guys will understand.
I really dont know what's the reason that I'm holding on but I guess he's just a part of me that I cant lose, probably that's the whole thing I am still not giving up.
I am a cry baby yea, I know.
Try having someone letting you down and embarrass you in front of everyone. He made me felt that way, I just want him to feel somehow what I'm feeling inside and see how mad can he be. It's not like I'm taking revenge I just don't want to hurt myself anymore and I guess today was quite cool for me.
I have my friends who's there for me just no matter what. 
And I have guy friend who literally send me cute messages. Haha. Thank you I truly appreiciate that.
I guess I didn't know why I will be that mad and just blah the shit out of it.
I'm tolerating I guess? :(
Hmmmmmmmmm..well I don't know we're humans and we have feelings not only him that can talk like that to me. You can teach my manners in an enclosed area not in public and humiliate me. That's he thing I don't like, talk like a man an respect a woman. Not showing hands like you wana get into a fight with me.
I admit that somehow I started it so I apologize and you left me just there on my own and you have a good time with them. I don't mind you acting this way but seriously you need to respect and of coz you can joke with me just don't go over the limit. After all this, I still love him and I'll change. It's been a while since we had a fight like that. So I'm cool with it and I dont know whether he's cool with it a not. I don't want to make things awkward between us and I just guess he doesnt wana see me or talk to me yet.
Well a proper apology and a kiss will definitely settle everything. But still since school ends he went out and we havent spoke to each other since then.

Ohh and not to forget I workout today.
30 minutes is really satisfying! Hehehehehehheehheheheheheheh..
Okay, I feel good right now and I think I better get some sleep ;)

Xoxo,
Yin

Monday blues.

2011-10-17T21:10:00.001+08:00

Yes, I have Monday blues almost every week.
So I skipped school today and my BF thought I was lying ;)
Woke up and texted him then fall back into sleep again.
Can you imagine how relaxing is that feeling where you're in bed and don't have to rush for anything. 
Hehheheheheheeh.
I'm not lazy, I'm just not in a MONDAY mood.
I guess he can't stand me for always absent on Monday and he sent me a text and ask me to study.
LOL. yeah, I can't stand myself too.
I woke up aroun 8.30 and walked around the market, had my b'fast and started doing housework again.
I washed the car posh and and I washed the cars. LOL LOL same goes to my dogs.
I workout again and hopefully a better body shape will be seen and not having others calling me fat.
Although my BMI is still freaking normal. I don't know why but my weight is scaring the shit out of me. :(
I should have 3 healthy meals a day.
And I dont know how it's called healthy.
No fast food, soft drinks I guess?
Tomorrow is Bm seminar and no more interhouse games? Hmmm it's okay.
So I'm going to school tomorrow and hopefully it's a good day to start my week and not to forget it's the 18th already.
That means it's our anniversary !
Yay! Not bad 3 years 2 months and counting lar. Teeeeehehehhehehehe.
Alright dudes -.- gotta ciao.

Loves,
Yin

Pav - Sukiyaki

2011-10-16T21:52:00.001+08:00

Ohh hello there!
How's your day? Well I got quite disappointed at myself because SPM is only less than a month & I'm still so lazy.
Gosh, so yesterday was so plain and white.
Then I've decided to bring my family to try out the new shabu @ PAV in Tokyo street. :D
Highly recommended ! Hehehehehe
I wouldn't say it's cheap, but for those who ate a lot like me you will have a great time there.
I try out with precious at first. We both like it quite much :)
Then I decides to bring moi's family to try since my dad is back.
Here we go! I ate the most I guess?
I know lar fat die me ma..LOLS
So it's Rm29.80 per person for lunch.
Kids is 50% off.
But for those people who can't really eat a lot then no point going laaa, ehhehehehe, since you already paid so much then EAT lo.
It was fun and and and I saw LBL. :(
Michelle too! :)
That girl got milktea addiction wan.
Walk walk around then head home.
I didn't eat for the rest of the day and only had soup and taofu for dinner.
GUESS WAD? I finally workout, hehe.
With my walking machine.
30 minutes it's cool for me.
Hopefully 2 months I'll be able to slim down a lil for prom (;
™
Satisfactions!
GOTTA START REVISION D!
:(((
Okay, so here's a picture of my family.
Enjoy and HAVE A GREAT DAY.

15.10

2011-10-15T17:49:00.001+08:00

Hhehehehhehe probably yesterday was the last Friday that I'm staying back :(
How sad it is right?
Well, we really workout yesterday!
Thumbs up *
So it's andrew's birthday celebration yesterday, cakes and cakes and cakes for the whole week.
So many October babies ;)
After school we went jusco to have lunch.
15 of us I guess? Teeeheeee.
It wasn't that GOOD for me.
Because my boyfriend makes me real mad >:(
Then it rain ! Like NOHHHHHH.
 we still manage to play UNDER the rain! YAY!
All the boys -.- lame laaa you guys.
No balls. LOL
JUST KIDDING 
Its been a while we had fun together.
LOL laughing our ass out at each other.
Ohh and yeah, the form 4 dudes joined.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.
Felt like a retard playing with them ! LOLS
It was fun, ;)

So mom picked me up and I went home, took a shower and off to tuition.
Thought we're gonna party at night as my mom already approved, they cancel.
Yeah, sometimes if you just make plans and never show up or you decides to fly aeroplane at the very last minute I dont really like it.
You switched on my mood and now you turn it down.
BORINGGG.
After my meal I just crawled up to my room and it's the end of the day <3

LET'S DO IT AGAIN!
I just love the feeling of burning calories!

Xoxo,
Yin

Hello dad.

2011-10-13T22:34:00.001+08:00

I sure miss you much and he's finally home <3

Ohh, guess what he bought me? LOL

AND THIS IS WHAT I CALL SHOPPING :)

I'm a huge polo tee fan ;) ;)

Hehhhee last post.

2011-10-11T22:16:00.001+08:00

Okay, sometimes you might be the best person to share my feelings when I'm sad or something.
But please, I'm not interested in other girls that you like. Seriously, I mean we are good friends and yes you can share your feelings with me it's not a big deal anyway.
But since you know that your heart is not here then why do you always have to tell me you like me? I am not jealous because i already a guy who cares about me.

But seriously, please don't play fake infront of me. At some point I really don't like it?
And if you really like that girls that you're always talking about then why on earth you always say silly things when you're happy?
Please don't say anything stupid when you're happy.
It's not like I doesn't like chatting with you.
I want you to know that I really don't get to know other girls except for my close friends.
Okay?? :) I know this sounds pretty BADASS but still I have to say it.
Don't come telling me you like me and then the next day you say how much you like that girl.
It's not gonna work and I really don't like it.
 I hate to say it but I think every girl agrees on what I've said.

Just saying :)

Xoxo,
Yin

TAAAADAAAAHHHHHH.

2011-10-11T22:00:00.001+08:00

As I said there might not be difference in photo but in real life it's short about 1.5 inch :(
The yellow is before going for haircut,
The blue is after going for haircut.

Hope you really enjoy my 3 posts tonight.
And yeah!
The boyfriend ahh, thought he say go group study ah, then this morning he call and tells me that he's going to CHIONG K. I so wan to hit him with a pot -.- k laaahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
So anyone going to school tomorrow? (:

After all, having a haircut is not that bs right? (:

Ohh, yes! Not to forget I finally FINALLY AND FINALLY changed my profile picture in Facebook.
Lame laaahhhhhhhhhhhhh I know but I think I've used my profile pic for more than A year?
LOL. this is so funny.
Hehehehehheh I know most of the people now do not use facebook.
But I have no tumblr or twitter, google plus.
So I'm gonna stick to the Facebook.
Hehhehehehehe

Hello. Its me again.

2011-10-11T21:54:00.001+08:00

I wanted to show you my hair after a hair cut.
Obviously there's won't be any different in picture but trust me when I start tying hair there's a huge difference :(
Now the hair I have is literally on my chest !
Not over my breast anymore !!
Ohh NOH, this is gonna be so hard for me to get it through,
But my hair is really smooth right now. And the Chinese calendar says that today is a good day to go for a haircut!
;P

Tuesday ( 11.10 )

2011-10-11T21:49:00.001+08:00

Hello my friends ;)
I skipped school today ! Yipppieeee.
And yes! I finally go for a hair cut!
NOH, its now really short and I'M NOT USE TO IT!

But luckily I can still make hairstyle with it.
This is making me so sad ;(
The long long hair I use to have doesn't exist anymore !
This is why I'm so not in a mood.
Thanks to the hairstylist !
Okay, I sat at home the whole day tying and making my hair BEFORE the hair cut (:

Here's one picture of me,
Yea, you can see it on my Facebook.
I was braiding my hair and braiding and suddenly I wana take picture of myself! (:

Hhehehehehehehheheheheh.
Hope you guys like it (;

Ehhehehehehehe a post before sleep.

2011-10-11T00:47:00.001+08:00

So I've learn another 2 style for my hair.
The previous post was a hair bow (;
Doesn't really suit me tho.
So here's another 2 (:
My hair with a poof doesn't really suit me either.

The braided hairband ;) & something pufffffff !

11.10.11

2011-10-10T21:54:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is gonna be a lonely lonely day :(
Aishhhhhhh, nobody is going to school? Or is it just that pig I rare?

He's going for group study worr :(
Sien die meeeeeeee.
Nvm, at least he STUDY LA!
Haiyor!
Hope he'll buy me breakfast or I don't go to school?
Hehhhehehhehhehhe.
Is it just me or everyone else feels the same that after trial there's no mood to study and before trial everyone work their shit out to give their best shot?
:D
Don't know.
Probably gonna miss him :(

Xoxo,
Yin

Last Sunday night.

2011-10-10T21:19:00.001+08:00

Last night I was still okay,
I was having stomach pain the whole day.
Can't believe that it's still here today.
:(
This is really giving me one hell of a pain.
I wanted to attend school and yeah!
ALMOST EVERY MONDAY I'M NOT GOING TO SCHOOL YOU KNOW.
Horrible :'(
I thought the BF didn't attend either :)
Later he'll say that I FFK him.
I miss him much.
Plan to go and see a doc but I was too tired to walk.
End up sleeping on the bed.
This is really killing me.
So much pain, AT LEAST PERIOD PAIN WILL STOP!
Ohh, and yes, something I would want to share.
This BOW HAIR STYLE I tried yesterday.
It's not that complicated anyway 
Feel free to try tho.
Suitable for any hair length!

See, this is just a rough guide laaa.
Takes time to make a prettier one.
I did this while waiting for him last night.
See! I'm in my PJ's already (:

Hehehehe the grumpy boyfriend.

2011-10-09T22:42:00.001+08:00

So it's a boring Sunday.
And I seriously dont know what happen to my stomach.
It pains from morning till night :(
So last 2 night my BF didn't have TIME for me.
Yeahhhh.
Thanks to the boys >:(
Yesterday night yew yan and cj kinda kidnapped him .
Going out MIDNIGHT.
You wan die Ahhhhh!
Nvm, they're somehow I call it GAY.

LOLS. 
I miss him really a lot.

And guess what?
He came to my house and accompany me to study (:

Hheheheheh I thought he angry wan ah?

Pfft ==

So we ordered domino's.
He came for three hours then left :(
Happy moments past so fast.
Heheh.
He got tuition (: that's why.

Ohh, something really surprise me.
Heheheh baby's father called me during dinner.
Ohh gosh, didn't know what to say tho.
That's the first time laaaa his daddy call :O

Okay, I got to go.
Really tired and my stomach is really pain.

Xoxo,
Yin

Last Friday.

2011-10-09T22:35:00.001+08:00

Heheheheheheehe hello.
Finally (: I have time to blog blog blog.
So last Friday was a GIRL's day.
Hehehehhehh. Basketball time with my girls.
Freaking fun I swear. ;) lets do it again.
I miss the fun that I used to have so much with them.
And yeah, Yong Yee is not able to make it.
So the five of us. Having fun together just like kids.
Hehehhe. Wore the same shirt except for Huey >:(
We played only a while then it rains :(
NOHHH!
We waited at Pertiwi and yeah it rains like -.-
So Lynn and Huey decided to have some fun and LOL Huey fall down!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA! Sorry that I have to laugh so hard at you because I told you two not to do so. :P
After the angry boyfriend left we headed to yew yan's house.
BTW, it was my first time sitting in kj's car.

:)

Here's the nice picture we took.
Sorry lahhh if the picture stick together wan.

Phone ma :(

He is hot

2011-10-04T21:42:00.001+08:00

My god ! :(
I wish my boyfriend has a body like him :)

Hello October !

2011-10-03T21:52:00.001+08:00

OHHH NOHHH,
Happy 1 years old to my precious!
Hehhehe my iPhone finally turn 1 <3

So here's me staying at home and feeling bored.

See that love that I'm wearing around my neck.
It's from him :)
Is that a promise?

I love you hun.

Grand's great 80 :)

2011-10-03T21:48:00.001+08:00

Hehehehehheehhehe there's only picture of me in my phone.
LOL

On the first day of October

2011-10-01T18:08:00.001+08:00

Hello people!
Hehehehehehehhehe.
Boring Saturday :)
I just kinda sit and sleep the whole day.
Boyfriend went out to party again.
He party harder than me after TRIALS
>:(
Haha. It's okay, he should have fun.
So here's what I do laaaaa.

Iknowverydengbutimbored.

30.9.2011

2011-09-30T22:34:00.001+08:00

Photos will be stick together and it's gonna be quite messy.

Sorry, using phone ma!

This is what I call party after TRIALS :')

2011-09-30T22:31:00.001+08:00

Too much fun for today!
Hehehehehh.
It was an awesome party at CEO.
26 people yo!
No joke. The room was huge.
LOLS.
Happy 'early' birthday to my dearest friend.
Hope you really had a great time!
He looks good today :)

OKI, so I met up with my boyfriend around 12?
Yes, we went for breakfast together at TOKYO STREET.
Shabu shabu. OHHH it was NICE :)
Hehehehe we went for a lil date then let the party started.
He looks good too! ;p
After CEO we went for food.
@ Wong Kok.
Ehehhehehehehehehehhehe.
Go for movie, sucks pretty badly.
1 row, 2 hours and yea. BIG SCREEN.
So Beh fetch me balik today.
LOL, we talk quite a lot in the car.
Didn't know that he can talk so much.
:)
Beh, thanks for fetching me home !
Hehehe.
H'ng yew yan and Bryan lee you 2 damn scary okay.
Hehehheh !
Okay, I snap a few photos today.
Show it to you guys for the next post.

Thanks for the party and yea thanks for making me feel welcome.

Xoxo,
Yin

Is it really okay if I go?

2011-09-29T22:20:00.001+08:00

Feel so uncomfortable :(
Should I really go?

Is it really okay?

Hmmm.

Bye bye trial & hello SPM?

2011-09-28T23:58:00.001+08:00

Finish my trial today.
Yup today :) didn't know it will end this bad.
I got tired of talking to him. Like really, he's always having reason for everything.
So, I couldnt care less. I exploded.
I feel like smacking him with my shoe.
Is this really how you treat a girlfriend? Seriously? This is not right man.
Learn some respect.

OHHH and thankiuuuu for the friends who cared about me! 

Nothing ' great ' to post about today.

Just a normal day.

Yin

Okay here's a lame joke ;)

2011-09-25T21:58:00.001+08:00

So one day,

There's 2 sushi rolling on the belt.
Sushi A & Sushi B

Guess what Sushi A said to Sushi B?

The answer is : wasabi

Because Sushi A said : what's up B!

Hope it's funny ;)

Like I understand korea language.

2011-09-25T21:33:00.001+08:00

I'm just TROLLING! HAHAHHAHA

My first picture with them. :)

2011-09-25T21:29:00.001+08:00

Snowflake + chatime = stomach pain.

2011-09-25T21:28:00.001+08:00

I forgot to take picture of the best seller. :( it's okay. Here's chatime. Please don't ever try to be so greedy or you'll regret. You only can choose one between snowflake and chatime. :)

我忍你！

2011-09-25T01:03:00.001+08:00

等到有天我再也不想忍你的时候，我要你后悔一世！他妈的！

My baby going for a ride.

2011-09-24T18:41:00.001+08:00

Hehehhehehhehehehehhee he's cute.

Just wana talk about him ;)

2011-09-23T23:08:00.001+08:00

Did I mention bout our anniversary?
I think I did, well nevermind.
You sees him more often chilling with his friend rather than cooling than me.
I don't know, he seldom show love to me guess the more we get along the more we're not looking for each other.
It's not a sad story, because I think 37 months is quite a big deal for me. I always love him from the bottom of my heart. He told me that before, all I thought was he was a nice boyfriend, my best friend and my life. Not to say life yet because I'm only 17. I think my mom knows about it either. So, I guess I don't have to hide anymore. Trust me, hiding a relationship behind your family is never easy. The more you grow up the more they talk about : 'when are you going to introduce him to the family' all I always do was smile and give some silly faces and move on with other topics. I am not pretty because I felt that ever since I got up with him, I gain weight. I know I don't have those S's curve that every girl dream of. All this while I've been call fat. Comments like you're fat, go lose weight. Things like EAT LESS FAT GIRL. I don't really care what other says because I like being myself. My boyfriend calls me fat. Mostly the people I know in this world calls me FAT. I don't mind, but when my boyfriend says that if I don't lose weight now I'm gonna be a fat girl at prom. I think he's just indirectly asking me to cut down my intake or just wants me to look a lil bit pretty. And for all the friends I know. They have pretty faces and it's plain and clean. Pretty hair, pretty smile but I still don't know why they call themselves ugly when there's TONS of boys wanting them to be their girls. Back to the boyfriend, I got kinda upset whenever I think that I only got notice when someone needed my help or something. I felt it from my boyfriend. I know we dont make a cute couple but still I love him. He's like always his friends first then only me. I couldn't understand why I'm always being place at last. Well maybe it's the fact that everyone can see I love him more than he loves me. I don't know but he's a great guy and I think it's worth to love someone who have been through so much with you. I don't really like to nag him because it makes me feel like I'm his granny or something. But the way he acts is somehow annoying than ever. I couldn't say no to him in front of everyone because he set some rules for me to follow. Have I ever thought of letting him go? I really don't know bout it. Since he never notice how much I've done for him and how much I've loved I think he finds someone that love him unconditionally but then what about me? I think I deserve more loves? Don't you think so? Everytime I bring up topics like something silly, he'll be mad or whatever. But when jealousy happens I somehow wants him to know how much I'm hurt deep down inside. He never knew it, because he never reads my blog. I somehow tears to bed and never even want to think about it and always tell myself to love him and just forget bout it. Why am I being the guy part in a relationship? Fairytales fake right? To me it's a yes. I really wonder have he ever thought about me when he's busy. Have he ever knew that the things he had done to me it's heartbreaking. I always got called the small gas. Yes, very. He said I should he more open. Everything he thinks is just small small matters but I was truly hurt inside and I want him to know but he refuse to listen. I didn't know or I wouldn't know how long would did last between me and him. I hope is as long as possible. As long as we could trust each other a 100% and live without cheating.

I guess that what I really wish for.
Not just that, the most I want is him to really learn how to care about my feelings even it's just a joke.

Yin

You are a BADASS.

2011-09-23T20:46:00.001+08:00

3 more to go.

2011-09-23T20:43:00.001+08:00

Finally, 6 is down.
Thank God, time flies so fast this 5 days.
Have been studying like hell.
LOL!
So, I finally get a chance to take a breath today.
Went lunch with suwei. :) she's driving d yo!
Love her car, very sporty.
Went Kam Lian Kee? LOL SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
Not nice after all!
So my boyfriend wants me to go but he never care about my transport to go home. How lovely right?
I kinda like exams cause they make me study.
:( I don't hope for failures but I think my Sej is -.-
Add maths, coming through.
For me my maths is bad.
Feel so shameful!

Well gotta work hard.
OHH OHH AND WE HAD CHATIME TODAY.
Hehehhehehhehehehehehehehehhehe.
Well, I wish I can join.
Seems fun tho? :)
That's just a wish.
Good luck friends on Monday's exam?
Best of luck from me and chloé :)

Xoxo,
Yin

What if (:

2011-09-22T21:23:00.001+08:00

If he misses you, he'll call. If he wants you, he'll say it. And if he really do care, he'll show it. But what if he doesn't anymore?

Trial people!

2011-09-18T22:07:00.001+08:00

Will be off off off for a week or 2 (:
Exam is tomorrow ,
But still I need to spare some time to blog a little bout today.
So it's 18 today!
Happy anniveraary to the sweetest thing on earth <3
My boyfriend.
He came to my house and accompany me to study today.
Hheheheheh. Thought he'll fly airplane.
Suprisingly he didn't.
Waited he came then go for lunch with my mom.
Aiyerrr he shy shy.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
We did revision on novel.
Sien, different teacher giving different tips.
:( how on earth am I gona study.
I can't believe that SPM is so freaking near.
NOHHHHHHH!
I use to be like : I still have 2 years until SPM.
Now it's like 2 months!
Scary seriously!
Okayyyy, gotta go d.
Good luck to the form 5 as well as myself.

Xoxo,
Yin

Why now?

2011-09-18T02:01:00.001+08:00

Hello..its late night right now.
As I know many of you were studying your ass off due to trial exam tomorrow.
Sucks when I say EXAM IS TOMORROW.
:(
Why now?
Even though I'm staying up late and I freaking hate myself for being so damn lazy.
Still, guess where I went Friday night?
PARTYING.
Hollyshit, my results are gonna be as hell as shit.
I seriously hate the holiday that is given on Friday.
:'(
One hell of a night tho.
Why can't I get my butt stick to mahh chair?
No. Only 30 minutes long then I start hunting for FOOD.
This can't be real.
Exam is just tomorrow.
TOMORROW! my god.

-.-

Good luck to myself.

15.9.2011

2011-09-15T23:22:00.001+08:00

:/ wasn't what I thought tho.
Okay, my boyfriend really made me breakfast <3 thank you and I love you.
Did I just pissed him off?
This is not that good anymore.
He's been moody all day long.
He really care that much?
Oh nohhh, sorry dear I didn't mean to.
You know, I really dunno you're serious about it.
;( don't angry le.
So sorry lar. I love you with all my hearts.

A single lovely love post from your girlfriend <3  let me cure back your baby heart okay.

Xoxo,
Yin

Opppppppsss :/

2011-09-15T00:39:00.001+08:00

Hheheheh hello.
There not gonna be long long post anymore :(
Sigh *
As you all know that exam is just freaking 4 more days away.
How terribly time flies.
Later blink blink twice then SPM d.
What LAAAAAAA -.-
And why are you still sitting here continue reading?
GO STUDY LA!
Here's some little motivation to all my peng you (:

ヾ(｡╹ω╹｡)ノ″╒ⅰᵍһ৳ 

Party to the max after exams alright?
;) deal.
I count you in.

Xoxo,
Yin

14.9.2011

2011-09-14T23:57:00.001+08:00

Couldn't wait any longer for my bf homemade breakfast <3

MOONCAKE DAY!

2011-09-12T23:32:00.001+08:00

 happy mooncake festival people (:
Ignore me and look at my dog.
LOLS.
I skipped school today. mooncake festival maaaaaa.
Heheheeh main reason is I'm lazy ;)
Celebrated with the family as usual.
Dinner as usual.
Just the getting together is most important.
Family family family <3

Happy mooncake festival my friends ;)

Hellooooooo (:

2011-09-11T18:08:00.001+08:00

It's been so long since I didn't blog.
Finally i can upload pictures with my phone.
Thanks to the new app (:

Testing testing.

Xoxo,
Yin

7.9.11

2011-09-07T08:21:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to my dearest Hubby on earth.
:)
You're officially 17 now :) CONGRATS on that.
So it's a happy happy day.
Before even wanting to wish him happy birthday he got mad at me
:/
This is so sad right? But everything is fine <3
He can finally go for driving test then can drive me around already.
A very short post just to wish you all the best.
Thank God he likes the present ;)

Okay, so today it's a wednesday.
Couldn't go anywhere :/ so didn't even really celebrate.
Hmmmm.
We stay back went to yew yan's place.
LOL actually just went out for lunch.
Thanks Beh who fetched me home.
Bought him a cake today again.
Yesterday Kz bought him 2.
LOL.
Made him a simple simple card.
:)
Just too ugly. :/
So he wore his new present today.
HEHEHEEHEHHE.
Gotta pay back my mom asap.
So my daddy went back to Philippines already.
OHHH not to forget I made him breakfast too.

I am not ashame to admit I sucks at drawing and decorating.
It's not my talent.

After I got home it's almost 6?
Yes! My neighbour's CHICKEN came over to my house.
Lucky her both of my dog were caged if not you can say goodbye to it.
I was being emo these days.
I don't know why. Can someone tell me why?
:/
No longer no.1 am I?
Thanks to dear sab who made the wonderful photo. <3
It's really cool (:

Days ends with a smile?
Baby once again happy 17th birthday.
I love you to the max.

Xoxo,
Yin

Celebrating Raya?

2011-08-30T20:31:00.002+08:00

LULZ (:
Hello world, should be a really good day for ya!
Hehehehehhe.
Well, mine was extreme.
Teeeeheeee.
It's the 30.08.11 today.
RAYA LAAAAAAA!
Decided to see my hubby :) miss him already.
LOLS.
Went to pav with him and have lunch with his momma.
Thanks to his mommy for buying me stuff :)
Bought 1 bag and 2 shirts.
Quite cool , love the handbag lots!
Met up with Lynnie they all.
Quite a lot of them tho.
I didn't join them for picnic so sorry because I've promise my grandma to have bfast with her.
Hehehehe.
Tried out the new Ochada?
Something similar to chatime.
LOVE IT. :P
Nahhh, he says my drink sucks -.-
Bought my stuff and we went for karaoke.
The only time I sang so freaking many songs.
Heheheh.
Oh not to forget hubby bought me a shirt.
Hehehehe love it to the max!!
Thankiuuu sweetheart.
CHIONG K WITH YEW YAN , CJ & BF.
Heheh fun ;)
Most of them went home quite early la.
:/
Okay LAAAAAAA. I went home around 7.30?
Not a bad outing.
Actually kinda fun. Hehehehhehehehe.
I spent a lot la :/ OHMAIGOD.
Really pokkai.
Going back to KP tomorrow.
What! Haven't even pack.
Sien, last minute decision.
Ewwwww.

Gotta go people!

Xoxo,
Yin

30.08.11

2011-08-29T21:32:00.002+08:00

Monday yo! :)
Guess what? Happy to the max.
Went out for breakfast then go for shopping.
Hmmm,
I really wonder laaaaaaaa am I transparent or what.
You crossed the line you know Bryan Lee?
Thankiuuu for making me having such a happy night yesterday.
It's MONDAY MONDAY AND IT'S A HOLIDAY!
Yeappie :3
Went out for good and expensive food (:
I think I'm broke already ):
DUHHHHH -.-
It's nothing much bout today.
I've bought 2 bracelets.
One for me and the other one is for me too :D
LAME LA I KNOW.
It's tuesday and it's raya tomorrow.
Selamat hari raya to all my malay friends (:
Just a short post to keep myself updating for the activities I did.
Part of my daily life la.
Boring like shit.

Exam
Is
Just
Around
The
Corner.

Have
You
Started
Revising? ;)

Yin

Oppps :/ Sunday (:

2011-08-28T20:11:00.003+08:00

Told ya Saturday was fun ;)
I woke up at 8 and went for breakfast.
Hehhehehehehe.
With granny and cousins.
:/ urghhh. Dim sum like 2 week straight.
Okay, so what we did was always so last minute.
Hehhehehe.
Vinc come to my house and fetch me then went to bank.
BORED TO MAX YO!
So we plan to go shah alam (:
Yeah -.- and we really did.
Went home pack stuff and off we go.
They randomly so wana play badminton and yeah, we did.
TIRED LIKE SHIT.
Headed shah alam's home and swim :)
Poink Poink.
Hehhhehehehhehe.
Helping my cousin out trying her néw lens.
Went for lunch after that.
Then go for pasar malam.
I was so worn out.
I came back down with my cousin and yeah.
He don't know the road :'(
LUCKY GOT GPS LA DENG!
Heheheheheheheeheehe.
Not freaking out anyway.
Reach home and I just wana SLEEP.
eeehehehehehhehehehehh.
Was so happy :)
See, not bad having fun alone or with the family.
^^v
DUHHHHHHHHHHH.
Ask the boyfriend entertaint himself la.
He pissed me off so badly.

Not to forget, Friday night SKYPE with Sher , JM & YY :D
DUHHHHH. Obviously the boyfriend didn't accompany me la.
Nice chat tho (:

28.08.11

Yeap, it's a Sunday and I woke up around 8.30 today.
Slighty late.
Heheheheehehehhe.
Went to market to buy cake?
It's my cute lil shitzhu birthday.
10 years old right now.
Hehehehhehh.
My brother went AUS, so only me, my mom and my granny celebrate for him.
He's my precious.
Very loyal and he never made me mad.
He'll always be mine (:
Hhhahhahahaha.
I know it's weird celebrating a dog's birthday.
LOLS.
Still we do that every year.
I like it when my phone runs out of credit because the boyfriend won't stop looking for me.
HAHAHAHAHHA.
Good for him and a better life for me.
;)

Ciao,
Yin

Heartless.

2011-08-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

Yellow people yellow.
I've forgotten what I've done for the past few days.
Yes, I know it's holiday already.
Wore my cheong sam today tho.
Hehehhehe with my heels I feel so tall.
I don't know what others says about me,
But many of them wore it.
They look awesome (:

Yes, PARTY ALL THE WAY.
Who says I can't be happy with myself.
I went having KOREAN BBQ after school.
Hehehheheh.
EPIC, expensive -.-
Special thanks to michelle's daddy.
Thanks again uncle for buying us lunch.
Thanks! Hehehheheh.
The food was amazingly good.
Although I'm not a Korean fan  it's still two thumbs up!
How great my boyfriend is,
Dont even have time for me :/
I know, he's busy partying.
Of course he got his time.
How can he be so heartless?
Was wearing my cheong sam today,
Wanting to have a picture with him but he rather play ball than ):
He didn't even bother calling me early in the morning.
Show me some effort that you're trying like puhhhh_lease.
He told me he will just go for lunch and movies?
Guess what? It's almost 12 now and someone tell me pls.
Where's my boyfriend?
Don't you even feel embarrass?
You tell me, A LUNCH AND A MOVIE.
Maybe I'll hope for you to come home before 11?
Like seriously you really messed up my mood.
Whatever boyfriend, thanks a lot.

So it's my cousin's birthday (;
HAPPY 21st bday yo!
Heheheh celebrated :)
Clubbing should be the perfect place. Hehhehehe
Round 2 peeps.
Round 2 ;) *wink
Had crab dinner which is super duper delicious!
Goddamnthecrab.
Guess what?
I got my meat slice off by the crab's shell.
Cool huh?
Now my thumbs it's wrap with plaster.
:'(
Nvm, ice cream cakes it's awesome too.
Hahahhahah.
Justsoawesomewithoutsomeonebreakingmyheart.
Thank god.
Called you twice, never mend to bother you.
Just wana know what the heck ya doing.
Just don't aspect me to call you.
:)
Starbucks anyone?
This hour is good.
OHHH AND FINALLY !
My daddy's home!
Ehehhehehehehehehehhehe.
Miss him to the max yo!
PARTY ALL THE WAY AGAIN TOMORROW.
My family love it's just never enough.
Hehehhe .
2 more days it's my baby's birthday!
Awesome, gonna celebrate for him.
He's always there for me.
ALWAYS.
LOLS.
I saw a ring today, super pretty.
It's hell expensive.
GOSH, why must it be so expensive?!
NOHHH.
Gardens tomorrow anyone?
Can't go pav, sorry adrian.
Heheheh.
So who's with me?!
LOLS.
Okay, a bit high.
Kinda fall in love with ray.
RayWilliamJohnson ;)
Check out if you can.
Bet you'll laugh the shit outta your ass.

So tell me boyfriend, you coming home or what?
Goodluck.

Yin

Hell yeah!

2011-08-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

Hello, what a lovely Tuesday (:
I skipped school yesterday, yeah I've mention :P
So I went to school today.
MOST RELAXING DAY OF THE WEEK YO!
No moral! Kiss ma -.-
HEHEHHEHEHEEHEHEHEHHEHE.
I've been doing my add maths (:
Hehehh. I don't want to copy the whole set 5 times la.

Ohhhhh and have I mention I am FINALLY USING UNIFI :)
Effing fast ;)
You don't even have to wait to load yo!
So freaking cool !
Hehehhehehehehehehheh.
Apparently I have no tuition today!
Hahhahahah!
Freedom and great my phone ran out of credit.
Don't bother looking for me or even aspecting me to reply your message.
Like seriously, why me?
I'm just saying.

LOLS.
Dude, that is so not cool alright?
HHAHAHAHAHAHHAH.
Had bio extra class today ^^v
DUHHHHH - of course is BORING.
Nahhh, not that bad .
Sitting with the couple.
So  Hehehhe.
No laahhhh. Quite light bulb feeling la.
OHMAIGOD.
You guys should go listen to pitbull's latest song?
I don't know ? Maybe LOL .
Rain over me featuring Marc Anthony :)
He's so freaking sexy.
Don't forget to check out the chris brown and bieber's video.
Hehehhe quite NOT BAD.
I love bieber's hairstyle.
Looking good eh.
LOLS.
It's only 11 right now.
Hubby is sleeping?!!!!
OHHHH :/
K, I've done my add maths past year.

SO WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT TODAY?
nothing just one of those random days.
HHAHAHAHHAH.
K laahhh. I need sleep la since the bf Oi Oi d.

Night,

Yin

my class 2011 :')

2011-08-22T13:30:00.028+08:00

In the class (:

It's a photo taking day !

Enjoy.

In the library :)

When everyone is busy ^^v

When everyone is busy take 2, ^^v

Can you like SPOT ME? :'(

Teeeheeee ;)

Girls in my class. 2011

Never a problem taking pictures together.

Basketball court (:

Is this where he got his first kiss?

LOL :P

2nd shot ;)

Wheeeee :3

JUMP SHOT :D

Michelle and her short legs! LOL

Sorrryyyy :/

The field (:

Lynnie (:

The green green grass.

v^^v

under the red hot sun :P

PANGJOYEE is missing ):

Playing her VOLLEYBALL.

Hallway (:

It's lunch time peeps.

Hehehehehheheh,

They name it the green land?

HAHAHA.

Yeappp,

It was a FUN day being at school.

22.8.2011

I skipped school today.

Was having such bad flu.

Sore throat

Coughing.

Ewwwwww.

Seriously,

So sick.

Gotta attend tuition later at 4 till 8.30!

WHAT?!
4 hours and 30 minutes of TUITION!
Dannngggggg :/

Hope hubby had fun in school ;)

I love you guys,

Enjoy the pictures right?

xoxo,

Yin

LOVED .

2011-08-20T21:15:00.006+08:00

3 years (:

Our best moments <3

Suprise!

Teeeeheeeee ;')

* wink

Ends with <3

xoxo,

Yin

:) my loves

2011-08-20T00:10:00.004+08:00

Hi finally our 3 years official being together (:
On the 18.08.11 mmmmmmmm
Gave him a surprise !
Of course gotta thank a lot of people.
Eehhehhehehehhhe.
Especially Michelle for that wonderful idea.
Heneheheh.
Made him breakfast,
Since he already told me that it's only 3 years no need cake then I just bought a slice.
Just for him.
Ehheehehehh.
Hopefully he likes it la.
Camwhore with humans at EVERYWHERE OF THE SCHOOL (:
It was an extremely fun week.
Hmmmm :'( another week is gone.
So fast!
Ohmaigod.
Due to the Internet connection I'm unable to blog.
NO WIFI CAN KILL D:

Today is the 19th,
Another dinner date with them.
Worst dinner ever? I mean for me and him.
LOL.
Still not bad for the friends.
JOJO was there too.
To my house again.
Hahahahahahhahahahahhaha.
From cheras come to kuchai and you're not even happy at all.
So how to like make you stay longer?
Wasting time lor.
It will spoils my mood too.
And I don't even know what I did.
Yes. Thanks to Shermaine and yang decides to bring me out for dessert.
We have conversations.
Laughter :)
I felt so much better after being so moody.
Hehehhehe went for dessert at sri petaling.
NOT BAD.
So so laahhhhhh.
My very first time in kenneth's car (:
He NEVER like flicking the signal.
HAHAHAHAH.
Dangerous boy.

Tired man TT

xoxo,
Yin

:) my loves

2011-08-20T00:10:00.001+08:00

18.08.11

2011-08-16T15:08:00.002+08:00

See See See !

It's 2 more days!

3 years we've been together!

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH :P

Another year.

I know it's not long la.

But still :P ,

I'm happy for the both of us.

Heheheheheheh.

Shouldn't this be the happiest month of my life.

Errrmmmmmmmm.

I'm speechless.

dontknowwhathappenlaaaaaa.haish.

Anyway happy anniversary to myself :)

Happy anniversary hubby!

And yeah,

Tomorrow is Khai's birthday!

HAPPY BIRDAY KHAI!

xoxo,

yin <3

What's love?

2011-08-16T14:41:00.003+08:00

What's love ?

O.o hello love ones,

4 days i did no blog.

Good time? (:

It was a tough time for myself.

hehehehehehhehe.

What's my Saturday activity?

LOL

I kinda forgot.

OHH YEAAAAA.

I went shopping (: LOVE LOVE LOVE.

Sadly i didnt get to buy a thing.

Guess what? :P

I went trying on pretty dresses (:

trust me, the price is even more pretty.

LOL

I had the whole day all by myself.

LULZ :/

Honey went for undang? i forgot :P

Oh mai god.

I KNOW LA I GOT WHOLE DAY ALL BY MYSELF.

Quite bored actually but i have all the activities full by myself.

Everything is me now.

Somehow, I feel like i'm living on my own.

He's never free.

Argghhhhhhhhhhh.

Move on,

Sunday (:

I can't recall most but i just know i wasted another day.

I slept most of the time then went for lunch.

I shower all three dogs and yea.

One of them broke the paip.

LOL did i mention it in the previous post?

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Planned to go for snowflake on a SUNDAY night.

After Lin Dan's and Lee Chong Wei's match.

Kinda heart breaking after watching the match. :'(

try harder next time.

Snowflake was FULL with humans.

ON A SUNDAY NIGHT!

SUNDAY YO! :(

End up aving station one.

NOOB :'(

Monday,

Like finally I got my lens.

Simply amazing.

Took me freaking long to wear it on.

hehehehehehhe

Not bad :P

Yea, skipped both of my tuition.

Extremely TIRED!

Wink *

This is what I actually do on my saturday.

Taking pictures of myself.

LOL

Kinda FUN :P

Gotta go!

Xoxo, Yin

10.8.2011

2011-08-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

Yes, I'm here alone again :')
Seems like every night I have all the time on my own.
Feel like having my own life right now.
Nobody to care about or even to worry about somebody.
People really do change.
Just, too fast.

I'll be available every night.
It's either he's out or he's busy.
Nevermind.
Things won't go what you want them to be.
It's always wrong direction .
I guess he just can't see I'm in deep pain.
I know it's exam. He never have time for me:(
Everything have to be on my own.
Every night I'm always alone.
Good luck in everything tho.
Because someday you'll never see me again.
We might not have time for each other or something.
I want you to know :
NO MATTER HOW MUCH LAUGHTER I HAVE WITH OTHER GUYS , they never replace you or even beat you.
NO MATTER HOW IM NOT RIGHT BESIDE YOU, you'll always be in my heart (:

I'm just over sensitive, I know.
I never try to understand, I know.
I really love my boyfriend.
Then j guess now I have to love myself more than him.
I might lose control if 1 day he decides to leave me.
Always be prepare for these.

我自己怎么了，我也搞不清。
每个下课我只想你陪我多些。
我怕以后没机会了！
怎么了？
好孤单，为什么好想我过的生活都那么复杂。
哎，好伤身了。
这个下午我感觉到我很不好呢！
明知道会伤到你但我还是这样做。
对不起，
以后也不会了。
到现在我的心还是不舒服呢 ¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥
我真的不配。
不管你有没有读我的blog都好啦！
只想给你知道，每给文章都有你哦！！
看你对我是多重要。
抱歉不能够陪你过我们的3年的记念日。
当然知道你爱我啦，
谁不懂真的是大笨蛋！

Always be positive when you're down.
:)
Smile whenever something brings you down.

You'll be fine (:

Xoxo,
Yin

ALL PET LOVERS!

2011-08-10T16:46:00.003+08:00

To all the pet lovers out there (:
I have something to share.
I've found on the Internet that there's this poor retriever is looking for a new home.

NAME : Cherry
AGE : 5 years +
SEX : Female

I think she really needs a home.
As you see
Her owner wants to put her down to sleep because she's no longer need for breeding.
I felt awful when I read her story.
I think she deserve some love and she really needs a home now.
She's on for adoption.
Anyhow, please do visit the link if you're interested.

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=678902991#!/photo.php?fbid=175099702562197&set=a.175099485895552.44889.100001865066207&type=1

I now have 3 dogs at home.
I've already adopted 2 of them and my mom wouldn't allow me to have another one.
I hope she'll have a nice home as soon as possible.

Do pay a visit to : http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001865066207

I'm sorry for the inconvenience, I'm not using a proper device to blog so I won't be able to lead you to the link straight.
Please don't mind copying on your web and search for it.
I would really like to help this dog.

Thank you (:

Yin

My Tuesday.

2011-08-09T14:32:00.002+08:00

Start with some love <3

Hello, it's 9.8.2011

I did went to school today :)

Good for me? nahhh, not really.

Was in a sick mood early in the morning :/

Just say through out the day.

I'm not that happy.

Hmm, I know I know.

Live life to the fullest right?

Right * sigh *

Just NO LONGER the same anymore.

9 more days to me and hubby's anniversary.

I wonder will we have a chance to celebrate?

I really don't know,

Nvm, as long as we're together I'm cool with it.

So I finally got my jacket today.

Pink for myself and Blue from baby.

Lucky it DID fit :P

I was having bread the whole day.

Kinda numb my taste bud.

I was in so good mood with the friends.

Somehow I really wish I could change.

Change my personality. . .

I somehow wana try living in my own world.

I care too much,

Not just my hubby but for everyone.

I love to think which is bad.

Then I end up emo-ing with my teddy :'(

I just want to have a happy lifestyle.

Live my own way, do my own stuff.

You see, the sucky feeling I got eveyrday just wont seem to go away.

Am I the one who's not letting go?

Or it's the problem that keep on coming to me?

I really don't know.

I want it :

SIMPLE < LOVELY < HAPPY.

This is what I really want.

:) :)

Hehehhehehehehehhehee.

Faking a smile it's not gonna work.

Giving me hug and kisses it's not gonna work too.

Because you dont know the problem.

:'(

Neverrrrrrrrrrr.

T^T

I just need somebody to love.

Good day peeps? ;)

Xoxo,

Yin

LULS :/

2011-08-08T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hi yaaaaaaa there . . .
Lifeless me, I skipped school today.
Wasn't feeling well at all.
Woke up and texted hubby telling him I'm absent then i went back to sleep.
Didn't bother to reply the messages, was in an exhausted mood.
He miss me (: I can see that.
LOL. my weekend was awesome again.
I've finally watched Transformers ! SUPER SATISFACTION!
It was really good but I prefer Megan fox to be the ' GURL '.
I did blog on Friday right?
Yea :P I did.
Last Saturday was plain.
Hmmmm, dull only my mom & granny is home :(
I decided to bring granny out for lunch near Kuchai.
As I always tell her that I love the food there.
Yeappppp, we went for fish head noodle my all time favorite.
LOLS,
Head home and I have nothing else better to do.
I SHOWER ALL 3 OF MY DOGS.
One of them just hate bathing.
Hmmmmm, he decided to break the paip and yea he surely did.
I almost got scolded by mom :(
My boyfriend very busy playing computer games.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
-.-
So I heard him telling me the jacket has arrived!
And and and the FUNNIEST part is ' the jacket just don't fit ' !
LOLS LOLS LOLS, boy ohhh boy.
He bought 2 I think?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA AND HE TOLD ME HE GAVE ONE TO JY :)
Since I already have the colour might as well give it to others ^^v
He really made me laugh hard.
So excited ! So wanting to feel my jacket ! So wanting to hug him tomorrow !
Heheheheehhheheeh his fats is really attractive.
FLABBY !
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA KEEP IT UP BABY.
I've been hearing him saying that he wana lose weight since the day we started dating.
Nahhh, he gives it a try ? But fail.
Hahahahahahahaha.
His flabby tummy just won't stop FLABBYING !
LOL.
Kay laaaaaaa, no more CCA d >:/
Hopefully I'm gonna feel good tomorrow and it's gonna be a good day ;)
Same to you guys (:

Yin

It's just caring. That's all.

2011-08-05T23:25:00.003+08:00

Yes, I had real enjoyment today.
As my boyfriend and my beloved ones came up to kuchai for dinner.
JO join us too (: so happy and not to forget the 'direction killer ' shermaine !
Yupppp. had western food for dinner it was okay.
I really enjoy, you can still see the happy face then.
After dinner plan to go for snowflakes. IT'S FULLY PACKED WITH HUMANS.
End up having my dessert at honeymoon.
Not to say it sucks but it's kinda overprice.
I was so in a blog mood at that moment hoping that I'll write a good one.
Nahh, not at all when it comes to going home.
Thanks to CJ who's willing to fetch me home. (:
I really appreciate the talk with Jo and CJ.
:')
All I do was just caring and no one seems to appreciate?
Just want you all to reach home safe and sound.
I don't want him to get in trouble alright?
It's for his safety and the 2 of you.
I'm not complaining :( nope, I just wana care.
What if there's a road block?
What are you guys gonna do?
I really don't hope that things like this will happen.
I wish you really understand it's not that I DONT ALLOW.
I know I have no rights at all.
At the end I really wanted to give up,
Giving up asking you guys to follow CJ. I really hope you guys do.
My boyfriend,
Don't make me worry? Please?
If you love me listen to me.
Glad that you guys really did listen.
Yew Yan care for your own safety alright?
I know I'm bossy la. Just safety always come first.
I have not much to blog , a dinner is great (:
Just end up like shit.

Yin

To everyone (:

2011-08-03T00:43:00.002+08:00

Just finish my previous post and here's another one.
I'm really emo, well life gets harder each and everyday.
So, I just thought of myself that I'm one of the fastest sperm :)
I would like to say something to everyone.
Incase I leave this world early * touch wood *
LOL, please don't blame me from thinking this way.

To anyone who's single and looking for the right partner (:
GOOD LUCK (: God is just planning one of the best for u.

To anyone who's single but still waiting for that particular person (:
They'll be back I guess? Just wait till they regret how stupid they were last time to not be with you.

To anyone who's single and never wanted a partner yet.
Hehehehehhee you're really patient tho (: GOOD' enjoy the single life to MAX!

To the couples <3
Awwwww, most of us had gone through the same thing (:
Heartbreaks lohhhh.
Aiyaaa, that one moment of heartbreak won't lead you to hell.
Just gotta express it out and stop thinking about that bastard who breaks your heart <3
You'll be fine after 15 minutes?
Remember all the things you've one through with him/her :)
It's gonna stays in your memory.
Everyone deserves the best okay <3
Treat them like how you want to be treated.

Haiyor, I know I very popo laaaaaaa.
Very grumpy o. :/

Boyfriend ah boyfriend (:
Hopefully after you read my long long message will know la ha..
I still love you la.

Yin

IM HUMAN. TREAT ME AT LEAST BETTER?

2011-08-02T23:42:00.002+08:00

I'm not even asking for more.
You have no time for me i dont blame you.
What's love?
I'm confused with this feeling.
Who's there for me when I need you the most,
DO YOU EVEN CARE?
I dont know, everytime we argue you just cut it off straight,
Losing you is pain, arguments are worse.
Do you regret being with me? Sometimes I really wonder.
Treat me better? Since you have no time for me, please treat me better?
You dont seem to appreciate me.
Not at all.
Am I really that bad?
Why should I be left alone to myself and watch myself to sleep.
You mental torture me.
IS THIS A TIME TO DEAL WITH PROBLEMS?
You hate to hear me cry, SO?
You can just say whatever you like.
You hurt me and ask me to deal with it because it's just a small matter.
Why is it always me being emo and not you being sad?
WHY IS IT ALWAYS ME CRYING INFRONT OF EVERYONE?
I regret making that call, asking you question,
Are you really that forgetful? Or you just don't even bother letting me know?
How much do you love me?
WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST YOU WERE NOT THERE!
I'm not good enough?
What's my problem?
You make me feel like a dumb girl who will always follow you, YOUR WAY.
What about me?
HEARD OF ME HURTING YOU?
Going out with OTHER guys?
Did I treat you that way?
I don't want myself to be treated like this that's why I dont wana do things that hurts you.
I care, I really do.
You love me like I'm your precious last time.
What now?
You're my boyfriend.
So? Should you be respecting me? Loving me?
Not ASKING ME TO DEAL WITH THINGS THAT I DONT LIKE.
I really hate it.
When it comes to these arguement you were never there for me.
NEVER, you'll give me that look and show me how angry you are.
It's burning inside my heart.
Do you ever feels the same?
I don't need you keep on hurting me, not caring about my feeling.
Yes, I'm very sad right now.
I depends on you too much .
I do everything before you even ask for it.
I've been to kind to you.
I've been loving you too freaking much.
I've been dealing deel depression dont you see it? Boyfriend?
Did you even take a chance to ask me what's wrong?
What happen? Are you OKAY?
Nope, never.
I'm too dumb to be . . . .
I don't want to be someone I can't.
Try asking you to stay away from your computer.
Is it hard?
To you, everything must go the way you like.
Silly me. Always thought that you'll do anything for me.
Boys, can't be trusted.
People say you get what you wish sometime.
Well I've been wishing for that one thing long long time.
When is it gonna happen?
Will you feel horrible when you loses me someday?
It's all my fault. I've been pampering all the while.
Yours attitude is just about the same as mine.
Don't spoil my mood please.
I still want to be happy being with my friends.
I don't need my friend asking me am I okay.
What happen, I just want them to know I'm happy and you love me.
Make me special? One day?
I scare I might not live long if things keeps on going like this.
Heartbreaks it's never easy.
Love is never easy.
I know you get bored of me telling you what happen.
And it's your fault and blah blah blah.
I never like to be a grandma either.
I'm too kind,
Yes, I might be hot tempered sometimes.
You are too.
I don't know why.
This earth it's so freaking big and there's so many freaking countries and so many different people.
I get to be with you.
Some kind of faith?
Do you believe that?
When you choose to be with me please love me.
I've never waste a single second loving you.
Have you ever did that to me no one knows.
I'm dealing the problem on my own right now.
Don't bother of telling me how impossible it is.
Please be rational.
I really hope one day, you get 10 minutes of just thinking what you've done to me.
How much have you loved and hurt me.
Is this where I really belong to?

Yin

FUWOHHHHHH. AUGUST.

2011-07-31T22:01:00.004+08:00

HOLLYFREAKINGMAMACOW -.-
It's august already people.
Are ya ready?? :(
Okay, my very last day of July.
Hmmmm, i would say July is an ' okay ' month for me.
My very last weekend for July.
:( quite sad huh.
So, I sleep really EARLY these days.
As my bf sleeps really early too and nobody to acc me.
I guess sleep is the best.
WOOOOOOOKAY.
I spent my Saturday by just eating and eating and eating.
I went for family dinner to taste some delicious Kelantan food.
Surprisingly is NOT BAD.
Hehhehehhehe after dinner headed back to my cousin house.
Played with her new poodle (: cute.
And her dog loves apple & banana.
OHMAIGOD.
Really weird. Her name is CHLOE.
Nice name huh?
Unlike mine, dumbo & guppy.
Feel so sad for my dog for not giving them nice names.
HAHAHAHAHA ,
Anyway, I DID NOT FFK them for dinner.
I really have no idea that they're actually coming for dinner.
Nobody inform me :'(
Sowiiiieeeee there's always a next time.
So, where did I stop?
Ohh yea, and then I got home quite late the other night.
Yea, my bf have the time all to himself ;)
I really feel sad somehow.
Haish, I do not know how to say or I don't even wana cause trouble.
Hmmmm. :/
Ahhhhhhhhh, whatever.
It's a MOODY & DULL Sunday.
Went out for breakfast and family dinner again.
My bf have the time all to himself again.
OKAY, I miss my daddy. Hmmm
Hope he's doing fine.
:'(
Today the plumber came to fix my leaking paip.
Omg, the repairing really do cost HELL LOT.
Monday blues again.
Feeling sleepy.
OHMAIGODADDMATHSAGAINTHEFASTESTTEACHER.
HAHAHHAHA.
She's pretty cool.
Okay lahhhhh.
I pokkai already TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
Can't shop anymore because my cousin buy me another luggage of SHIRTS.
I never get to buy my own undie and socks.
All from AUS. Heheehhehhehe
Thanks to my cousin she likes to shop really a lot.
Hmmmm,
Thanks anyway.
Okay, I gotta sleep d.

Night,

Yin

FUWOHHHHHH. AUGUST.

2011-07-31T22:01:00.000+08:00